A log of feelings or “conditions” I’ve experienced over the course of publishing The Newsletter:
Vapid
Briefly untouchable
Self-aware
Certain this is the one
Performative
Vulnerable
Validated
Certain this means nothing
Rehearsed
Thankful
In tune
Edited
Impulsive
Seen
Creative
Unfulfilled
Disdain
Connected
Wrong
Humbled
Joyful
Alive
Belabored
Exclusionary
Like I’m trying (good)
Like I’m trying (bad)
Confused
Unraveled
Dull
Reinforced
Unconvinced
Genius
Too nuanced
Verbose
Talented
Artful
Lazy
Insightful
Unmotivated
Flattered
Insecure
Objective
Challenged
Like God said Thank You
